I have no regrets...
I do not care whether I lost many friends....
I do not care if I keep the only one friend I ever had since....
I am happy I met the assholes I did....
I am happy that they turned out to be huge failures....
I am glad for the numerous disappointments...
I am glad to shut you all out...
I remain steadfast in my approach to matters of the heart...
I remain steadfast in not trusting easily and hearing that other shoe hit the floor, deafening me...
I don't hate those that spit venom at me and my innocent family because you cant compare....
I don't hate those that hurt me in the past... you are the past... but your presence in my life will be acknowledged.....you made me into the woman I am now....
I don't hate those that yearned to see me fail.... your hate empowers me... I love your hate....
I don't hate those that can't appreciate my time and investments in their selves....
I won't forget my family, even in anger, I will never give up my name....
I won't forget the ones that hardened my soul....
I won't forget the ones that carved my mind .....with sharp chisels....
I won't forget the ones that lied to me.... (blatantly)
I won't forget the ones that took my kindness for weakness....
I won't forget the ones that threw back every secret I exposed.....(men you hold the track record)
I won't forget the kind words spoken to me when I needed help....
I wont forget the ones that never gave up on me no matter what....(thanks dad)
I wont forget the ones that pushed me to do my best....
I will always remember those who rekindled my creative side....
I wont forget the fun... the talks... the way it used to be....
I wont spit hate at you.... you have it coming... you just don't know as yet....
I wont forget the ONE that inspired me to write this.....
Singh.....
3 comments:
Assholes is abt right, a broken heart aint easily mended but say what. The past makes us who we are which sometimes is not what we need to be. I've pushed and been pushed away too but its understandable!
Immediate family rocks once they are like ours, not everyone is that lucky!
Keep Being Awesome, love will find you someday, a truly deserving one. As for now keep the accomplishments coming! I need to get on that track, kinda lagging and meh bday coming up :(
As usual jus call meh, and call names and we'll sort em out!
We are all the result of our personal experiences.. all you've been through it's amazing that you're still as good a person as u r..whatever the obstacles, still u endure.. u remain undterred in ur efforts to rise far above ur own perception of mediocrity..
ur presence is a blessing, ur company is a gift..don't ever forget it..
Their actions have made you stronger... You are a beautiful person, those you can't appreciate that, aren't worth your time and heart. No hate...you are definitely better than that. I admire your stance.
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